To the guy I’ll marry years from now,

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First of all, I’m sorry.

I have given away my heart way too many times before, causing it to break into pieces every now and then because of disappointment. I’m sorry because way back then, I never realized that you deserved my whole heart more than anything else. I’m sorry that I did not look forward to the future — our future — and kept on wasting my love to the guys that I thought you were. Continue reading

To the one whom I almost prayed for..

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I’m glad things didn’t work out the way I expected them to.

“Same time last year, everything was different.”

True enough, eh?
I almost didn’t get to write this because for the past few months, I kept on saying, “This is the last time I’ll write about you” and that last time never happened. I vowed to myself that I’d try not to entertain thoughts about writing something that’s about you, but tonight, and after all of the things I’ve realized lately, I can’t help but do so.

So here’s five things that I’d like to say to you.

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